I have been on this journey of Conscious Living long enough that you would think that unconscious issues don’t sneak up on me anymore. WRONG! I am here to tell you differently. It really doesn’t matter how evolve you think you are, or how on top of your game you may be, we all have the potential for greater awareness, which means that we always have stuff to work through, wether we are ready to do it or not. And believe me when I tell you that this is a good thing because it presents you with an opportunity to recycle this unconscious patterns with conscious beliefs that would bring forward greater manifestations!
And please don’t think for one minute that I am the only self empowerment teacher who has unknown stuff to work through. I have personally been around and meet people from all sorts of life, including leaders in all fields, and I can tell you for sure that it is true for everyone. The main challenge is not dealing with these issues, the real challenge is recognizing them and knowing how to effectively replace them so we can actually follow through with our commitment to change!
Anyway, for a very long time I have been telling myself that if I didn’t have the time to write a book or to write a post for one of my websites, that it was OK not to write. But yesterday while meditating I had the revelation that what I was doing was supporting unconscious insecurities and fears. If I have to put words to describe them for you, they would sound like this: I always need someone to check my grammar because english is my second language, or I need to make sure that I don’t get to heavy for some people to understand me. As you can see, it was all about an unconscious mental pattern that I was giving life to by making it about other things, rather than me at some level thinking that I am not good enough. Sounds familiar?
I decided that it was time to deal with it. What do I have to lose anyway?, if is not an old memory of some insecurity based on a false interpretation, which probably happened so long ago that I wouldn’t remember even if I spend the next 6 weeks in therapy. Instead I am going to recycle it and set my self free!
Perhaps this will serve as an opportunity for me to show others that words without understanding have little value. At least to me. But awareness through a journey of self discovery, will last through eternity. For example, the first time I heard someone say that we, meaning the human race, are created in the likeness of the Source of all Creation, it sounded good. But it wasn’t until I set the intention to better understand my relationship with this Source that I began revealing a greater awareness of how can I actually use this information to alter the quality of my life and others.
Appreciation, love, joy, playfulness, beauty, health, parenthood, serving, abundance and many other main components of my life are completely driven by this one realization. As long as I go about life, regardless of what I am doing, expressing through me the qualities of the Spirit of life in and around me, there would be NO REGRETS! Is not what I know, but what I do with what I know, every step of the way!
Love and appreciation,
Darsana
